Monday, August 15, 2011


like how many times can I say... tomorrow is a new day!

Need to get my shit together!!!!


Thursday, August 4, 2011

Circuit Training

Need I say more??

oh wait... ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! ok thats it!! lol

I have been scared to death to go to this class because of what people have told me. And after tonight I find it to be true. Harder than anything I have ever been thru and yes, that includes child birth. I have never in my life have ever thought that being run over by a MAck truck was a far better choice. I am truly not kidding!!!

Circuit.. lets define this.

A. A closed usually circular line that goes around an object or an area.

B. A path or route a complete traversal of which without a local change of direction returning to the starting point.

C. The act of following a path or route.

Ok so lets take point B ... there is nothing fun about busting your hiney going around the first path, when only to find out you must again follow the same route that almost killed you the first time. So onto the same circuit for a second time. (killer)

only to find out that when I crawled to my last station, it was time for a brand new path!!!!

WTH, did she not try to kill me the first 2 times??? I mean cmon already!

I was ready to walk at this point, but something inside me said.. for the love of god Robin.. PUSH THRU it. I hate when I try to reason with myself and and myself wins. Hate her

Needless to say I made thru 1 round of circuit 3 , and with the thought of me tossin my cookies in front of 20 other women I have to work out with on a daily basis, I decided to save my self the embarressment and pat myself on the back for what I had just accomplished.

I have much respect for people who do this and dont need to stop for breaks.

At this point I have truly have a love/hate relationship with class.. but I will tell you this.


And I WILL complete everything.. without stopping, without walking and without having to vomit haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


see you soon.. mwahhhhhhhhhhhh

(note to self::: bring a change of clothes, because you will be SOAKED!!)

(p.s. I decided I hate mt. climbers)

(p.p.s. lemon squeezes are ridiculous! I only say that bcuz the trainer did 10 to my 2..nuf said!)


Monday, July 18, 2011

1 Week down and I'm down

so excited!

So my last post I mentioned that I joined a Biggest Loser Contest.

This week I am happy to report to be almost 6lbs lighter.

I guess since I really only worked out 3 times it paid to really watch what I have been eating.

PLus its hot, so it always feels better to eat light.

This week I really challenged myself to do something at home as far as working out.. so I did some strength training and I also did 1 minute planks. Not all ended up being 1 minute, but I did try.

Thanks to everyone else who went for the challenge as well.

This weeks challenge is AB ROLL with BALL

Ab rolls are a challenging exercise that targets all the muscles of the core. This advanced move requires attention to detail to avoid straining the back. Make sure you only roll out as far as you comfortably can. If you feel any strain in the back, back off the exercise or avoid it completely.
1.Kneel in front of the ball and place the hands on the ball, parallel to one another and with the elbows bent.
2.Contract the abs and pull the belly towards the spine.
3.Slowly roll forward and out as far as you comfortably can, until the feel the abs engage. Don't go so far that you hurt your back or collapse.
4.This move does not involve bending the hips, so keep them straight throughout the exercise.
5.Keeping the body straight, slowly pull your body back using your arms and abdominals.
6.Continue for 1-3 sets of 8-12 reps, avoiding this move if you have any back problems.
7.You can change the difficult of the move by placing your hands closer in or further out.

Challenge yourself to do a set or 2 each day!!


Saturday, July 9, 2011

I wanna be a LOSER!! lol

yup you heard me

I wanna be a big ass loser!

soooooooooooooooo... with that being said I joined


its a local thing. But I thought, with the way I am going it really cant hurt.. can it??

We weigh in every Monday morning by sending a pic of our feet on the scale with our weight ofcourse and the secret word of the week.

I'm out to win this people!!

We start this Monday and go til August 12th!

I'm gonna be an eenie meenie miney mo LOSER!!




Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Award Time

And the Awards go to.....

for always being there for me and truly inspiring me to keep going everyday!!

I love you sis! thank you!!

I am a lurker over there on her blog, but its soooooooooooo nice to go over and read updates and just everyday stuff. She is real and she is motivating!!

I love love love her sense of humor and her and her amazing sense of fashion.

Her blog is nonstop inspiring to me!!

Be sure to check these ladies out!!

and here is your award..

All I ask is that each one of you forward this award to 3 more blogs that inspire you!!


Tuesday, June 21, 2011


Breakfast- Tex Mex Morning Pizzas

Lunch- Lime Soup

Dinner- Chicken Cordon Bleu, Green beans & Sweet Potato Fries


Wednesday, June 1, 2011

I'm in a BIG FAT RUT

and it SUCKS

I dont really know what my problem is. I just cant seem to get back in the groove of things. I need to work out, I know this. But I cant get myslef there again! Ughhhh!

I will again... but I need to now!

I want someone to help me, but I know ultimately it is on ME to get this done.

I feel like I am letting people down that have followed my blog and my weight loss journey so far. People have told me that I inspire them.. now look, here I sit.

I promise you all I will get it back. My drive that is.

I will not let myself or any of you down! I just need to figure out whats going on with me right now.

PLease keep following. I will do this !!!


Saturday, May 21, 2011


Hey friends, my first round with HCG is over and I lost a whopping 15.7

Cant blame the diet, blame the dieter. I seriously could have done so much better than I did.

I was really hoping to drop about 25 lbs in my 40 days. But it didnt happen And I must be content with my 15.7 I am going to wait my 5 weeks and then go for Round 2. Hoping I will be much more prepared for it (mentally) next time. I did have alot going on in this first 40 days, but I am not going to give into the excuses. I did what I could do and I should just be happy with it right??

I do have to say I lost inches too.. 2 inches around my waist. I can now wear sz 16 jeans... (pretty exciting) xl tops. Gotta love that. My frame is smaller and for that I am thankful!!

Til next time HCG... mwahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!


Saturday, May 14, 2011


ok 223 I have been battling you for for far too long.

I am over you!!

I have 7 days left on HCG and I will defeat you!!

Theres your warning!!

Now be gone with you.


Thursday, May 5, 2011

Saturday, April 30, 2011


do you ever have a hard time getting enough water throughout your day??

I used to......

So I have found that when I drink thru a straw.. I tend to drink ALOT more.

I mean ALOT!! I used to drink maybe 2 or 3 glasses a day.

Now- - - - - I am sure I drink more than my 8 glasses.

I have found that plus this.....

+ this....

+ this....

= a whole lotta H20 in the bod!!!

(ohh and lots of ICE!! lol)

try it if you have a hard time with your water intake!!Photobucket

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Ohhhhhhh Ma God!!


ok there is seriously nooooooo better feeling in the world for a big girl than buying new undies!!

I am sooooooooooooooooo not kidding. My undies are now 2 sizes smaller than when I began my weight loss journey. I am so excited.

Hubby was like... uhhhhh think you need new underpants..lmao

They just hang on me.

So I went and bought me some super cute panties.



bow chica wow wow


Can this day get any better!?!

Is it just me.. or do others feel this way? let me hear .....

woohooooooo for new panties if you love it too!! lol

have a good one!!



happy to say that the weight i put on over the weekend is just about gone and I can move forward to completing the rest of this first round of HCG.

had my struggles, but once I got back on track, its all falling into place.

I am excited about the losses everyday again!! But really excited that my BMI has gone from 39.49 to 37.43 so far.

Will blogging more regularly, things around here have been pretty hectic.. so get ready to see me alot :)


Sunday, April 24, 2011

Sooooooooooo... I took a few days off!!

Many of you who know me, know that I have had quite the weekend.


Friday-Marcus' going away party.(left for the Army today)

Saturday-nephews 1st birthday


One thing after another and I had a horrible time controlling myself. I decided to take a few days off of HCG and I getting back at it tomorrow morning.

Can honestly say .. that I ate like I did before HCG.. before Eating Clean... Before exercising.

And to tell yo uthe truth.. I am so miserable.

Like I totally lost control. I drank tons of water before the meals, but I just wanted the food, I totally felt helpless against it. I know it sounds crazy, but its how I felt, even though I was bloated, uncomfortable, full, miserable and have never felt so guilty in my life.

well, tomorrow is a new day and a new start for me!!!

I do not EVER want to feel like this again. I think I gained a total of 7 lbs in those 4 days.


Its incredibly embarressing to tell you all of this, but know I am not perfect and I knew these days were coming... atleast now that its happened, I know how I feel afterwards and feel I could now maybe tackle these kinda of days with alot more will power and determination!!

Wish me luck, I am so excited to get back at my HCG!!!


Sunday, April 17, 2011

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh YEAH BABY!!

now thats what I am talking about!!

I am down -1.5 this morning!

To think I was actually considering quitting....

Down 12.8 since starting HCG!!!


I am so excited to get over the little hump I was on.

I need to learn to be ok with the small losses too.. after all it is still a loss.

HCG .. I think I love you!! :)

til tomorrow everyone!



Friday, April 15, 2011

hmmmmmm...NOT HAPPY

ok hcg'ers i need some feedback. I am a little frustrated to say the least. Woke up again this morning to yet another .2 GAIN. I am hungry, crabby, emotional and on top of all that I gain.

Now I realize it says you may stall or have little to no weight loss at all, but I am gaining??!!

Can you really "stall" this early in the game??

I am only on day 11.

Now I know for a fact this diet works. I have had positive results thus far -minus the last 2 days.

And I will not give up. But I need someone to explain to me exactly what is happening here and what i can do to make the numbers go in the other direction!!




Thursday, April 14, 2011

My .2 Gain!

well, I had a little gain this morning.. the only thing I can think of is the lotion I used.

I havent had time to search for new lotion and used what I had.. my skin was so dry and itchy, so I did use it. Its the only thing I did different. But its .2 Tomorrow will be a better day!! :)


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

1 Week on HCG

well people its been 1 week on HCg and I am down exactly 10lbs!

Couldnt be more excited and I am feeling so good!!

anything is .............

Monday, April 11, 2011

For The Love Of PINK!!


(I LOVE PINK) luff luff luff!!!

I do love my blog :)

I wanna be a Pink Power Ranger

go go power rangers! ~beautiful~
OINK.. I mean awwww how cute!!

and... I just love this picture! Makes me smile!

A Must Have!!

so meeeeeeeeeeee its scary!! lol

well, what even needs to be said about this picture, but ..


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Sooo stylin!!


Time for Week 2 Of HCG

I am so excited for the work week to start again. I had no idea the weekend would be so hard for me. Too many temptations for me just sitting at home. YIKES!!

I started this last monday, so its been a week. Ofcourse your first 2 days are Loading. So since last Wednesday I have dropped 9.2lbs. Very excited about the results I am seeing. It seriously makes the hunger pains worth it. And honestly, the hunger pains have been very bearable.

The crazy part is... this weekend when I caved in and had some movie theater popcorn(not that much).. it wasnt even because my stomach was growling.. its because it was right there in front of me and I didnt have any self control. I know I am still weak and give into the cravings(not hunger...cravings). So i ithink for now I will just not put myself in those situations.

I think I might start taking weekly pics too... I swear I see physical changes already. My stomach feels and looks much smaller and hubby said so too. Makes me beyond happy when someone else notices. makes it all worth it.

Heres to week 2 on HCG!!