Many of you who know me, know that I have had quite the weekend.
Friday-Marcus' going away party.(left for the Army today)
Saturday-nephews 1st birthday
One thing after another and I had a horrible time controlling myself. I decided to take a few days off of HCG and I getting back at it tomorrow morning.
Can honestly say .. that I ate like I did before HCG.. before Eating Clean... Before exercising.
And to tell yo uthe truth.. I am so miserable.
Like I totally lost control. I drank tons of water before the meals, but I just wanted the food, I totally felt helpless against it. I know it sounds crazy, but its how I felt, even though I was bloated, uncomfortable, full, miserable and have never felt so guilty in my life.
well, tomorrow is a new day and a new start for me!!!
I do not EVER want to feel like this again. I think I gained a total of 7 lbs in those 4 days.
Its incredibly embarressing to tell you all of this, but know I am not perfect and I knew these days were coming... atleast now that its happened, I know how I feel afterwards and feel I could now maybe tackle these kinda of days with alot more will power and determination!!
Wish me luck, I am so excited to get back at my HCG!!!