Saturday, April 30, 2011


do you ever have a hard time getting enough water throughout your day??

I used to......

So I have found that when I drink thru a straw.. I tend to drink ALOT more.

I mean ALOT!! I used to drink maybe 2 or 3 glasses a day.

Now- - - - - I am sure I drink more than my 8 glasses.

I have found that plus this.....

+ this....

+ this....

= a whole lotta H20 in the bod!!!

(ohh and lots of ICE!! lol)

try it if you have a hard time with your water intake!!Photobucket

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Ohhhhhhh Ma God!!


ok there is seriously nooooooo better feeling in the world for a big girl than buying new undies!!

I am sooooooooooooooooo not kidding. My undies are now 2 sizes smaller than when I began my weight loss journey. I am so excited.

Hubby was like... uhhhhh think you need new underpants..lmao

They just hang on me.

So I went and bought me some super cute panties.



bow chica wow wow


Can this day get any better!?!

Is it just me.. or do others feel this way? let me hear .....

woohooooooo for new panties if you love it too!! lol

have a good one!!



happy to say that the weight i put on over the weekend is just about gone and I can move forward to completing the rest of this first round of HCG.

had my struggles, but once I got back on track, its all falling into place.

I am excited about the losses everyday again!! But really excited that my BMI has gone from 39.49 to 37.43 so far.

Will blogging more regularly, things around here have been pretty hectic.. so get ready to see me alot :)


Sunday, April 24, 2011

Sooooooooooo... I took a few days off!!

Many of you who know me, know that I have had quite the weekend.


Friday-Marcus' going away party.(left for the Army today)

Saturday-nephews 1st birthday


One thing after another and I had a horrible time controlling myself. I decided to take a few days off of HCG and I getting back at it tomorrow morning.

Can honestly say .. that I ate like I did before HCG.. before Eating Clean... Before exercising.

And to tell yo uthe truth.. I am so miserable.

Like I totally lost control. I drank tons of water before the meals, but I just wanted the food, I totally felt helpless against it. I know it sounds crazy, but its how I felt, even though I was bloated, uncomfortable, full, miserable and have never felt so guilty in my life.

well, tomorrow is a new day and a new start for me!!!

I do not EVER want to feel like this again. I think I gained a total of 7 lbs in those 4 days.


Its incredibly embarressing to tell you all of this, but know I am not perfect and I knew these days were coming... atleast now that its happened, I know how I feel afterwards and feel I could now maybe tackle these kinda of days with alot more will power and determination!!

Wish me luck, I am so excited to get back at my HCG!!!


Sunday, April 17, 2011

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh YEAH BABY!!

now thats what I am talking about!!

I am down -1.5 this morning!

To think I was actually considering quitting....

Down 12.8 since starting HCG!!!


I am so excited to get over the little hump I was on.

I need to learn to be ok with the small losses too.. after all it is still a loss.

HCG .. I think I love you!! :)

til tomorrow everyone!



Friday, April 15, 2011

hmmmmmm...NOT HAPPY

ok hcg'ers i need some feedback. I am a little frustrated to say the least. Woke up again this morning to yet another .2 GAIN. I am hungry, crabby, emotional and on top of all that I gain.

Now I realize it says you may stall or have little to no weight loss at all, but I am gaining??!!

Can you really "stall" this early in the game??

I am only on day 11.

Now I know for a fact this diet works. I have had positive results thus far -minus the last 2 days.

And I will not give up. But I need someone to explain to me exactly what is happening here and what i can do to make the numbers go in the other direction!!




Thursday, April 14, 2011

My .2 Gain!

well, I had a little gain this morning.. the only thing I can think of is the lotion I used.

I havent had time to search for new lotion and used what I had.. my skin was so dry and itchy, so I did use it. Its the only thing I did different. But its .2 Tomorrow will be a better day!! :)


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

1 Week on HCG

well people its been 1 week on HCg and I am down exactly 10lbs!

Couldnt be more excited and I am feeling so good!!

anything is .............

Monday, April 11, 2011

For The Love Of PINK!!


(I LOVE PINK) luff luff luff!!!

I do love my blog :)

I wanna be a Pink Power Ranger

go go power rangers! ~beautiful~
OINK.. I mean awwww how cute!!

and... I just love this picture! Makes me smile!

A Must Have!!

so meeeeeeeeeeee its scary!! lol

well, what even needs to be said about this picture, but ..


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Sooo stylin!!


Time for Week 2 Of HCG

I am so excited for the work week to start again. I had no idea the weekend would be so hard for me. Too many temptations for me just sitting at home. YIKES!!

I started this last monday, so its been a week. Ofcourse your first 2 days are Loading. So since last Wednesday I have dropped 9.2lbs. Very excited about the results I am seeing. It seriously makes the hunger pains worth it. And honestly, the hunger pains have been very bearable.

The crazy part is... this weekend when I caved in and had some movie theater popcorn(not that much).. it wasnt even because my stomach was growling.. its because it was right there in front of me and I didnt have any self control. I know I am still weak and give into the cravings(not hunger...cravings). So i ithink for now I will just not put myself in those situations.

I think I might start taking weekly pics too... I swear I see physical changes already. My stomach feels and looks much smaller and hubby said so too. Makes me beyond happy when someone else notices. makes it all worth it.

Heres to week 2 on HCG!!

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Me + HCG

Me + HCG is just that.

I have been keeping this to myself for the last week, because I really dont want to hear the negativity and the skeptics. But after talking to my sister and some close friends.. I feel confident that this was the right choice for me.I did some research, talked to friends and decided I was going to give this my all for the next 30 days to see how it goes. I have seriously hit some god awful plateau and need this kick to get going.

So, I started on Monday...

First 2 days are "loading" days. At first I was so excited! I mean seriously, getting to eat anything and everything I wanted. Wooohoooooooooooooooo!! Well, NO! I mean HELLLL NO!! It sucked! I have never felt so miserable in my life. I took my drops.. waited 15 minutes, then gorged! Ate all day basically for 2 days. I gained almost 4 lbs!! YIKES!0

Day 1 VLCD- Wednesday..

On Wednesday I started VLCD.. which is basically my drops and 500 cals a day. At first I was like no way... but to tell you the truth .. my meals actually fill me up and I feel quite satisfied.(remember this is day 1 on VLCD-Wednesday))

Day 2 VLCD - Thursday.. I woke up today to a loss of 3.1!!!

Meals again are awesome. Feel full. Slightly feel some hunger pains inbetween. I fill up on water or green tea! I am feeling pretty good. Little bit of a headache though.

Day 3 VLCD- Friday.. I woke up today to a loss of 2.6

Hunger pains are little stronger and I just wanna But I dont.

Meal time is the best thing ever. Chicken , Fish and lean burger never tasted so damn good. I have to admit the hunger pains were worse today. and I did have some extra protein to tie me over.Even went to a movie with a goodfriend and was able to resist popcorn and soda!! I brought a baggie of cut up apple and a bottle of water. COMPLETELY SATISFIED me.

Day 4 VLCD- Saturday.. I woke up today to a loss of 1.8

I can physically see changes already. Crazy I know, but my stomach is not as big as it was 4 days ago. I am extremely excited about my results so far.

Green tea for breakfast.. Love it!!

Lunch is going to be Fish, asparagus, melba toast, water and an apple.

Then off to HOP again with my little niece. She will popcorn, I will not.

I think the weight loss has triggered my motivation and determination to not cheat with crap food!

So there it is in a nutshell.. basically my first week on HCG. I hope you all show me some love and support while I am doing this. I would really really to feel the love about now :)

p.s. if you have anything negative to say.. dont bother, cuz I dont need it :) TY!!Photobucket

Monday, April 4, 2011

back at it... the gym that is!!

ok since before Christmas, I have not stepped foot into my gym.

I have however been going FCWD...

doing my Zumba, Rythmix, Power, Quick Fit and some Spinning.

Well, my sister put up a challenge on her blog, so I thought would get back at it!!

So heres to you sis... and your challenge that motivated me to get back in there!!

well this is not very flattering. HAM HOCK arms.. ughhhh! lol

my before and now

i am a firm believer in progress pics..

so heres mine!!

my before picture is when i went to visit my sisters last july.

and then 1 of me last month.

i am just now beginning to feel and see the difference, and it feels FABULOUS!!


Friday, April 1, 2011

My Readers Are The Best

Over the last 2 months or so I have received some of the nicest emails, messages and phone calls!!

I really never thought in a million years that putting myself out there, telling my story of losing weight and working out would even remotely touch anyone.

So on that note I want to say Thank you to everyone who has cheered me on, sent me encouragement, inspired me, motivated me and all of the wonderful friends that have said WTG!!

I love you ALL!!!