Sunday, April 24, 2011

Sooooooooooo... I took a few days off!!

Many of you who know me, know that I have had quite the weekend.


Thursday-Circus


Friday-Marcus' going away party.(left for the Army today)


Saturday-nephews 1st birthday


Sunday-Easter


One thing after another and I had a horrible time controlling myself. I decided to take a few days off of HCG and I getting back at it tomorrow morning.


Can honestly say .. that I ate like I did before HCG.. before Eating Clean... Before exercising.


And to tell yo uthe truth.. I am so miserable.


Like I totally lost control. I drank tons of water before the meals, but I just wanted the food, I totally felt helpless against it. I know it sounds crazy, but its how I felt, even though I was bloated, uncomfortable, full, miserable and have never felt so guilty in my life.


well, tomorrow is a new day and a new start for me!!!


I do not EVER want to feel like this again. I think I gained a total of 7 lbs in those 4 days.


NEVER AGAIN!!


Its incredibly embarressing to tell you all of this, but know I am not perfect and I knew these days were coming... atleast now that its happened, I know how I feel afterwards and feel I could now maybe tackle these kinda of days with alot more will power and determination!!


Wish me luck, I am so excited to get back at my HCG!!!

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4 comments:

  1. You can do it! I was up a lil this morning. I knew I would be but I didn't face the temptation head on, I gave in. Back at it this morning. I always have my phone so text me if you think you need something you know you shouldn't. You know I've had to do the same to you the last week.

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  2. Stress is a big factor in holding onto the fat. Take a deep breath and get back into your routine. Don't give up on YOU!!!
    I love you Sis!
    xoxo
    Rox

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  3. Big Hugggggggs for you, sweetie!! Love you - and I know you can do this. Surviving such a stressful weekend, and you are still ready to jump right back in. You continue to amaze me!

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  4. You can do it! Don't give up just keep pressing forward. You're right today is a new day so get back on the band wagon and shed those lil bit a pounds you put on.

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